MY KINGDOM | MY CROWN

Rush Hour Shopping

2011-06-06T09:34:00.004+08:00

I'm back with a new entry. This one is going to be a little different than my usual entries (still has rants, though!). :)

So yesterday, my family and I went shopping for our school shoes and a bag for my brother (since those were all that we needed for the start of classes on Wednesday) and ended up shopping for more than what we needed lol. We went to SM Pampanga, btw which was just roughly an hour drive from our house. We ate at Aristocrat's and yada yada yada.

There were too many people that day! And I think the air-conditioning wasn't working (a lot of sales ladies said that there was a 'brown out.' WTF? then how come there's electricity?) because of the goddamn people. I lose interest in shopping when there are too many people. It's hot and we were really sweating! What annoys me is that most of those people aren't even buying anything or are just there to 'chill out.' At least don't occupy space for 'customers.' And what is up with people bringing their really young children to the mall? I mean, I'm not really against it but taking your babies to a public place where all sorts of people go to (whether ill, old, infected, etc.) is just risking your babies' health. That doesn't mean that I want malls to ban babies but taking them shopping? Maybe when they can walk and have better health resistance then sure take 'em. Also, the old and elderly! I do think that the last thing these old folks would want is not in a mall where like I said, all kinds of people go to! Families bring the old and sick to malls where they could possibly infect those people around them. And in my honest opinion, taking an old and sick person to a mall isn't the best thing for them. It just sucks for me. If I had children and they're all grown up and I'm old as fuck and sick, I'd rather go to a picnic or spend time at home with all my loved ones just having a great time relaxing and talking to each other. Not go to a frigging mall where people are assholes and the point is to spend and buy! I'm not sorry but this is just how I see it.

ANYWAY, enough of that. Moving on...

I didn't buy any clothes because I have a closet full (I actually need another closet) of clothes just waiting to be worn. I got fat that's why I've been unable to wear my clothes. And I'm changing my style; so sick and tired of my 'all black' style and shit but I've adapted to more types of clothing styles that I didn't know I had the clothes for! Hopefully, I can wear them soon enough once I lose weight. I bought some shit yesterday. I liked the Accessorize store but the prices are too damn expensive for what they're selling. The store had some British/French fashion (or European. Well, styles most likely to young adults on tumblr, etc. that has a 'whimsical' feel to it) and Boho-chic style. I will be including the price list at the end of the entry so if you guys like something, you can check out the price first because OMG my mom and I were surprised about the wallet I bought at the store.


Pair of black gloves from Accessorize, Two pairs of shoes from Hush Puppies, Gladiator bando, floral wallet and pouch also from Accessorize

I bought the gloves so I can pretend to be Rita Hayworth as Gilda Mundson. LMAO

Bought two cool shades from The Body Shop too yesterday. I am tired of my black eye shadow. lol

What I'm talking about. This Nine & Co. wallet from Nine West costs P 1, 500 while the wallet I bought from Accesorize was P 1, 300 when before I brought it to the counter, the price tag had P 600 written on it. The sales lady even said that the items I picked had discounts but we didn't get a discount. *smh*

And this? What the fuck? I get free Accessorize stickers for the P 4, 500+ (some other items along with the ones listed here that are not worth mentioning lol) I spent in that fucking store? Oh and three 5% discount cards (too lazy to take a picture of the discount cards).

Price List:

1) Floral Canvas Bow / wallet - P 1, 300.00

2) Sequined Pouch - P 600.00

3) Gladiator Bando - P 380.00

4) Long Satin Gloves - P 750.00
5) Lace tights - P 600.00

6) 2 Eyeshadows from The Body Shop - P 595.00 each

7) 2 pairs of shoes from Hush Puppies - P 2, 799.75 each
*8) Wallet from Nine West - P 1, 500.00

Oh and by the way, I recorded a video of me walking past my dream cars:

Lady Gaga is the Most Powerful Celebrity of 2011

2011-05-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

Gaga did a great job, then.

http://mykingdomycrown.blogspot.com/2011/05/judas.html
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-13458791
http://www.forbes.com/2011/05/16/lady-gaga-tops-celebrity-100-11.html

...

Oh, what would happen next?

Judas

2011-05-07T14:03:00.001+08:00

I don't even know what came over me that I decided to make an entry about Lady Gaga's "Judas." Maybe I want something to distract me from things I put on myself that I have to do or I'm just plain bored and have nothing else better to do.

This is just my point of view, at least so don't bash me if you find anything here 'offensive' because I'm just sayin'. I've been thinking of posting something like this for a long time now but now, I just felt like it because [insert plausible reasons mentioned above here]. This may seem like a 'decoding' of the song and video but not really. Maybe I'm overwhelmed by the song because it just came out. There have been other Gaga music videos that made loud noises but I didn't bother doing something like this for 'em. ...Anyway, onwards?

"Judas"

by Lady Gaga

For the common man nowadays, he would think that this song is either cool because of its occult reference or is just plain rubbish. That mostly applies to people who are not aware of the meaning of the symbols in the video and people who just don't care.

We all are aware of Lady Gaga's use of the element of surprise, whether how grotesque or bizarre. That's perfectly understandable in this generation where individuality is becoming more and more trendy (and less interesting). Lady Gaga sure made a mark and loves to feed off of the attention she is receiving but let's not dig further there. The song is intriguing already with the bold title, "Judas." It is though, like most of Gaga's list of song titles, a sensitive topic or subject and is misleading. When you hear of Judas, the bible, Jesus, religion, betrayal, evil, etc. springs to mind, which intrigues fans and other people because of the reference from sensitive topics where people are bound to argue and talk about it; another part of the element of surprise which Gaga executes successfully.

There have been numerous articles online that have 'decoded' Gaga's symbolism (if you are new to the occult and all of what 'conspiracy theorists' and 'new age' people talk about or have researched, then seek knowledge first because it would be hard to catch up). Please read up more on Gaga, it would make much more sense.

Anyway, in the beginning of the video, Gaga (people say that she is somehow supposed to be acting as Mary Magdalene but that is uncertain) is riding with a biker, there are twelve bikers in the first parts of the video. They are meant to represent the Twelve Disciples of Christ. It seems obvious enough that Gaga there has an eye for Judas. And when they reached their destination (which looks like some sort of sub-cultured place, kinda reminds me of Doomsday), Jesus (or a guy named Jesus) is leading and what looks like healing the people who believe in him, kinda like a ~~cult~~ leader and apparently, the group of people there are like savages and are very violent and Jesus is the peacemaker of that group.

By now, you would think that this song is about religion and what happened between Jesus and Judas (quite inaccurate though); they're all used as reference and used for a deeper symbolism (and probably to gain attention) for the song. The song can be interpreted in many ways: it could be about love or it could be about forgiving one's self like in this video:

Both could be possible because the song is NOT that specific of what it is really about. But it is obvious enough that Gaga is 'cheating' on Jesus whether it be in faith or in love/relationship. But as the song progresses, I got the feeling that Gaga is only using Jesus because he saves her from her sins and her faults and accepts her for who she is and forgiving her sins. She has grown to worship her lover and is under him. While Gaga feels more comfortable with Judas because they're the same: sinful and not perfect. It's also a struggle with herself because she doesn't know her place. She wants to do this but her body wants to do another thing. Sort of like that. Could also be like the case with Catherine Earnshaw, Heathcliff and Edgar Linton. The naive and selfish, the cruel and vengeful and the well-intentioned man (Please forgive me if there are Wuthering Heights fans out there. I can only say those things that describe the three characters but I know that's not even half of the personalities Emily Bronte created them with). And as the story goes, Cathy (Gaga) chooses Edgar (Jesus) over her one true love, Heathcliff (Judas) because, well, I don't have to list reasons I think of from the story because I'm not writing a book. But you do get the point, right? (I hope so!) Moving on...

One of the stand-out part of the lyrics is this:

In the most Biblical sense,I am beyond repentanceFame hooker, prostitute wench, vomits her mindBut in the cultural senseI just speak in future tenseJudas kiss me if offensed,Or wear ear condom next timeI wanna love you,But something's pulling me away from youJesus is my virtue,Judas is the demon I cling toI cling to

That part where she doesn't repent must mean that her emotions are repressed because she wants to be perfect for Jesus but she just couldn't. That's why she considers Jesus her virtue because she wants at least some of his perfection to rub off on her and when things get messy, she goes to Judas because she feels much more at ease with him and 'cling' to him and can't let go because of her repressed emotions for him.

Sounds like a love story eh? But like what Gaga said, the song is about forgiving one's self. So in that sense, Gaga means that you're trying to reach and be Jesus-like but when you fail or do something wrong, you fall to the devil and become Judas-like (which is like a black sheep). "To cling" to Judas means that she's being easy with herself when life gets her down or when she blames herself, she learns to move on and try to do better next time.

Another interesting part is the water part. It could be a baptismal, it's official: Gaga converts to being Jesus-like but she is shown to be with Judas and Jesus in a tub (I don't know what to call it, sorry) of water. Is she converting to both sides? It would seem that she's stuck and can't decide on her own. BUT at the end of the video, she is stoned to death (like Du'a Khalil Aswad, google her story). Is it because she betrayed Jesus like what Judas did in the bible or is it because of her trying to push herself between Judas and Jesus? Because both were nowhere to be found in the video. In her lyrics, she keeps saying that she is in love with Judas so we fall on the part where she chooses Judas instead of Jesus. I heard that there's a longer version of the video but I'm not sure.

Quite frankly, it actually has a positive message but its dark roots are hard to ignore. Base on Gaga's statements and interpretations of her songs, it does send out a positive message. The only thing I'm worried about is its dark roots because it would seem that they're using positive energy to send out the negative energy. It shows what the 'handlers' have been doing to their puppets and there are more to what meets the eye. There's no denying that Gaga is influenced by people behind her, like most artists and is struggling to be freed or to just accept the fact that they're merely pawns and puppets for a much larger agenda.

And by the way, religion and what happened before is really hard to come by with an answer because we weren't there. Keep the debate to yourselves and focus on this subject primarily because it would be a never-ending quarrel if you were to talk about religion, the bible, freemasons, illuminati, new world order, etc.

Also, I described Jesus here as being "perfect." Perfection can not be defined but I used it for the meanings: being a better person or someone who's not sinful, etc. And, I'm too lazy to edit this entry so forgive my grammatical errors (don't be a Grammar Nazi).

PS. Judas (video and song) reminds me of Madonna's Like A Prayer. Just sayin'.

This Entry is Pretty Much Shit

2011-04-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

I know I've always said to myself to be productive and shit like that and not sit in front of the screen doing and waiting for nothing. That happened again, today. I mean, I just wanted this day to be shitty because... I don't know. I missed it? I started doing other things yesterday and that was a good start, I just don't know if I'll make it a habit. I SHOULD because that's good. But, right now, it just felt like I needed some of that lazy feeling. Blah, I can't even explain this shit in words but that's just it. Actually, I planned today to be something worthwhile but no, that didn't happen. I was supposed to post this entry in the morning but can you tell me what time is it right now as I am typing? It's already the afternoon and all the shits I've accomplished so far are staring in front of the computer screen for hours, eating junk, peeing, turning the air conditioner on because it's too frigging hot today. I just want some halo-halo or ice cream. That would be nice.

Nothing much is happening with me. Same old shit, different day but with slightly more bullshit. And I still curse the shit out of my ass. I don't know if I'll ever talk without any swear word in it or talk 'nicely.' I've always had a sharp tongue even if I say nice things. But I'm getting better when I really think first before I say anything, when we're talking personally. But if you follow me on Twitter or know my other accounts, you can say I ******* **** words up because I'm a ******* bastard and ******. LOL But seriously, I want to say thank you to all the people that witness and endure my bullcrap.

And I'm still dreaming of zombies and shit you don't wanna know. :P Hahaha, my brother and I always talked about battling zombies for survival, that would be the shit.

I'm still 'struggling' to finish Adolf Hitler's "Mein Kampf." You see, my mind has been very dysfunctional. Every time I watch documentaries, research shit, I just grab hold of all the information and store it in my mind for future use/thinking because God knows my mind isn't processing anything yet. And that just may be one of the fucked up reasons why I'm demotivated, unambitious and moody. And why I don't accomplish anything and just became a lazy fat bastard. LMAO

I'm thinking of posting more often in this blog but nah. I still don't know what to do with it and I'm still fighting procrastination and laziness while writing this so the mood is a bit boring.

Anyway, I hope everyone had a great Easter. Don't try to enjoy too much, you'll be damned.

Later, fuckers.

Btw, starting from this post, I won't be using labels anymore. It's too troublesome and... Blogger is being a bitch for those 'auto labels.' Whatever the asshair you call it.

Julie & Julia... & Anne?

2011-04-12T11:50:00.001+08:00

Hi, everyone. I'm back with a new entry. I've been away for so long now and I hardly have any patience and motivation to continue with this blog since I don't exactly know what I should continue to post here. But since this is my blog and I pretty much can do whatever the hell I want with it (and still following the rules/guidelines/etc.). Why was I gone for a long time? You know me, I'm very inconsistent and I always do all kinds of crazy shits and of course, doing nothing and feeling demotivated all the time. So...

Yesterday, I watched Julie & Julia on the telly. Honestly, it was a very boring day. I was all alone in the house eating junk and doing nothing. I've always reminded myself every time I go to sleep to change my ways into a more productive and less demotivated person but alas, I forget. Anyway, I shut down my computer to watch television because there was nothing else I could do. The house was clean enough, the internet is way too distracting and I don't have much to do really but stare at my Twitter timeline, my Facebook wall, etc. I thought of writing poetry or stories but I feel like I'll just stare at a blank paper. I thought of practicing with my new violin (I've had a 2 year on and off experience with it but it's been 3 years or so since I last held a violin so... back to basics) but I didn't feel like it because I still have to study all these musical notes because I can't understand these music sheets (I'm doing a self-study thing and I'm currently failing). I thought of experimenting with clothes, make-up, hair, etc. but I feel like I'll just fail and put on a clowny make-up and having to mess up my closet. I thought of practicing my moves and exercise and get it on with industrial dancing but I thought that it would just get me tired and I'd have nothing to do after I'm tired. I thought of reading books that I haven't finished but I thought that my mind wouldn't process anything and it'd be pointless to read it without understanding anything. I thought of experimenting with cooking and stuff but there aren't really too many ingredients available and I'd have to run to the grocery store or mall and preparing to go there and actually going there is too tiresome and I don't like seeing too many people (I hate being recognized at public places by people who know me personally). In short, my mind wasn't in the mood for anything but mindless TV. Hell, it's always been that way.

Anyway, when I turned on the telly, I browsed through the channels. I was waiting for something good on History, Discovery and National Geographic channels but nothing good was on. I was waiting for something good on JackTV like Family Guy, American Dad, The Simpsons, Futurama, Lie to Me, Burn Notice, etc. but it was just home TV shopping network or wrestling (which I find no interest anymore). I tried Nickelodeon, Cartoon Network and Disney Channel - still nothing. I came upon Star Channel (I think; it has Japanese subtitles) and coincidentally, Julie & Julia was just starting. The cinematography was what captured my focus and so I watched it. You can say I enjoyed the movie very much and the actors in it were so good! I wasn't really familiar with Julie Powell or Julia Child but the movie captured my interest in them. Although I don't think I can relate much of the movie to real life (but it is based on true stories), the film captured the story and became a medium for general audiences. I was so glad I decided to watch it because I can feel Julie Powell in the movie. She never finishes anything she started but she did finish her blog and now she is a writer. I also never finish what I start - I stop halfway. Hell, I don't even start shit, it just comes to me. lol But seriously, I found "magic" in watching the movie and while watching, I keep talking to myself, "Somebody is really watching me... this is what I needed, thank you." I've been asking for signs and stuff like that and I'm glad I received one.


Julia Child with her husband, Paul

I also love the part in the movie that Julia is good at eating and she then decides to learn how to cook. That's making the most out of what you do. And Meryl Streep's portrayal of her is just so much fun to watch.

Well, I guess this post ends here. I might post something later too. ;-) But it's not sure. lol Thanks for reading!

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Julie / Julia Project

Celestial and Galactic Dreams from a Life’s Worldly and Endless Cosmic Love

2010-12-23T09:49:00.005+08:00

The cosmos have something for me this 21^st of December 2010.
Although a lot of people have the same birthdays as me, I feel that my perception of this day is far more special and has a deep meaning in my life.
Adventure, Escapism... things like that that just take my breath away.
Dreams, Reality... Magic and Science... Faith and Reason... ALL OF IT.
All that empowers and just take over me.
I always BELIEVE. Always.

Random is Random

2010-12-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

Well, what can I say? I'm back again with another rushed entry. I don't really give a shit, I just felt like posting. I'm mostly on my Twitter and Facebook accounts. Though I post more in my LJ (because some things are "more personal" and I'd rather post them in my locked entries on LJ. But that doesn't necessarily give a point that what I post here aren't personal. It already is! There's a certain level to "privacy," you know...), I still open some of my accounts and I think that's a good thing ~~for my sanity~~. :)

Anyway, I'm here for the usuals. Just so I wouldn't lost connection from other people. Not being an elitist or feeling high of myself, just blogging. :O And I'm not saying I have many friends because I clearly don't. :P

...Onwards!

You know how I've been ranting like crazy about my grades. I know I'm not going to be included in the honors' list this time; I'm sure of it and I have a bad feeling about it. I think I'm on my what you call, "The Dark Age(s)." Gaaaah, it's just that I shifted into something but those I'm slowly leaving behind is still grabbing me (further down) and won't let go. If you ever felt like that, it gets so fucking stressful and tiring. I AM TIRED and I don't have enough sleep. Not only my mental health is declining but also my emotional and physical health. Yes, they exist in my life lol. But seriously, I wish I could just get awaaaaaaaay. You know, ESCAPISM. ...But I think what I really need is more time. D:

Christmas is fast-approaching and although this year has been full of "ehh," I think it helps in developing myself? Yeah, I think so. Doesn't everything affect us in what we do, who we are/going to be, etc.? I just wish I can handle things. I think what fits me the most right now is that I bit off more than what I can chew. BUT! 50/50, that is. I don't know, it just popped in my fucked up mind. XD

I'm going to keep this short since I still have other things I need to attend to. :P

My fandoms have been soooo great in keeping me sane and other worlds I got myself into. Though they are probably one or two or more reasons that make me batshit crazy, they keep me "sane." Thank you, thank you!

To the people that endure all of bullcrap, thank you also for still keeping me and giving me a break. I don't want to say name(s), you know who you are. Thank you!

And to all the bullshittery: BRING IT ON! I may stumble most of the time because I'm clumsy but I will always get back up, no matter what. Come pain, come hurt... I won't back down! I may seem like failing but I see that my failures will lead to something great. No more time for negative energies, only positive ones. I might lose focus but God got it. I keep doing what I do!~

You might think right now that I might be drunk after reading this. I can tell you: I'm not drunk though I naturally act like one. :P

Just wanted to say something...

2010-10-03T12:18:00.005+08:00

Hey, you li'l fucks! I'm back with a new entry for this blog of mine. I hope none of you thought I was dead. Well, this blog is pretty much dead but I will still continue to update it, even though I know that no one ever really bothers to visit and read. Just sayin'.

I would want to rant but it's just the usual so this is going to be real short. I just want to say that I can't wait for our semester break so I can have more time for the internet. Actually, even when school gives a lot of bullshit for us to do, I ignore it and focus more on the internet. It's quite sad, really because I'm slowly flunking. Don't think I'm not aware of that. I learn more from Google, actually. LOL But whatever, I might lessen my time now with the internet starting next week. I swear to myself, I'm gonna do it. LOL This is an early and temporary goodbye for now.

I'll mostly be on Twitter, TokioHotelPilipinas.Org, Facebook and LJ, though. ;)

Oh and NEW layout! :D

...and NEW music!

It's just Me

2010-08-14T09:44:00.003+08:00

Yo! It's been a while now, hasn't it? First grading periodical exams are finally over! And thank God, school finally gave us a fucking break last Friday the 13th. LOL I am so pissed at myself right now because my exam scores are... a crock of shit! I know I didn't study well (unlike those competitive & industrious students who DID study well enough) but whatever, I don't deserve bullshitting scores. And yes, I think of myself as an Almighty Being. It's just my ego talking, never mind. LMAO

Anyway, we won 1st place, by the way, in our Araling Panlipunan project performance! We did a song interpretation of Michael Jackson's "We Are the World." I don't want to tell you the juicy details but I will tell you that it was one hell of an experience! They said that they're going to give us a copy of the performance they recorded as souvenirs. LOL We really thought our group wouldn't even make it to 3rd place! Once again, we won! Thank you, God! XD

That's ONE good thing that have happened to me in the last few months. Been really depressed and demotivated for so long now. And no, I'm not emo or any other subculture out there. Been taking too much red pills (figuratively speaking, of course). *sighs* When will the madness end?! *__*

I'm going to keep this entry short. With that, I'm going to end it with Paramore's "That's What You Get." I'm not really a fan but whatever. LOL

Monarch Programming at its best:

Hooray for Illuminati-related song(s)/band(s)/artist(s)!

Is it 4th grading already?

2010-07-25T08:26:00.005+08:00

Hey, all. I've been away for so long now. Nothing much happened... same old boring and sickening shit. Ugh, I'm still stuck in the twilight zone. For once, I'd like to take the blue pill. :( I don't really have much time left in my hands right now. I'm always running out of it! And for some reason, people are hindering me from making my own time. Fuck you. I have other shit I do besides waste my time in school. LOL And like what I usually rant here in this little blog of mine, I'm going to fucking rant about school and other BS.

First of all, school has been giving long-term projects, quizzes, long tests, etc. all at the same time before our first periodical examinations start! Are you teachers shitting me here? I know it's "preparation for college" but what the fucking fuck, seriously? Well, maybe it's just me. I hate doing a lot of shit, especially if I've already lost interest in it. But why do I continue to go to school? Education IS important. I just hate how they implement it to their students. Get it? No? I thought so.

Second, even though I compromise to the teachers' demands in school, they give no fucking consideration. What a fucking noble job. I know it's a jerky thing to always ask for consideration,e tc. but I only do it because I can't fucking breathe in their shitload of work. School is like a little world for us students and the people in charge are just playing God. And honestly, they are doing a poor job of it (nobody can replace God but people can be 'God-like,' in a way). They 'control' the student body and manipulate them according to their ways, whether the students like it or not. I don't want to go deeper into comparing it to God's way because it's far too different (but there are similarities that we need to look into because we ARE given guidance from above in living a life full of blessings from Him, etc.) See? I'm getting sidetracked now. Moving on!

Third, drama has been increasing recently in school (well, not only in school lol). I understand that some people don't show compassion because it's just not them (some are just faking it because they think it's 'cool') but be sensitive enough. I don't know if you're really just insensitive or you choose to ignore your emotions and others'?

Also, cut the crap. You're all being inconsistent. Fighting for nothing and risking your relationships for what? Your egos, your grades and your pride? Yeah, I went there and I don't want you or anyone go through that because I don't want you all to end up like a fucking jackass (who is me). Is it concern? Maybe, maybe not. Whatever. Just warning you all. I don't want people fail like I do in life because I don't want humanity to fucking fail more. Chyeah.

Fourth, I would just like to address the people copying me. Oh my God, I could kill from so much annoyance! These people are imitating/copying everything about me, and then they say it's originality? Fuck you. These people are talking to me about shit and showing off their stories, drawings, clothes, fandoms, etc., and they say that we're "close friends"? I try to get along and interact with people but I DON'T MAKE FRIENDS WITH YOU, MOTHERFUCKERS. Think of me as an elitist, I don't give a fuck. Don't force yourself into something that I do in my life. You can never surpass my greatness (WTF?) if you're just to copy everything I do. I know it starts with that but you've been doing it for years and I am sick of it. Annoying, annoying, annoying! It's like these people are getting DNA samples from me so they could put it inside their body and be an army of fucked up and shitty clones of me. Fuck that and fuck you. I try to ignore all your bullshits but seriously, you all should get lynched. You'd do the world a fucking favor.

Okay, I think this is enough. I don't want to continue any further because I just don't have much time left and I gotta do other shit.

How am I doing? Well, I don't think my health is in good condition. That's what I think. But I have hypochondria, so.... IDK unless I get checked up. LOL

WATCH THIS:
IT FUCKING SUITS MY FUCKING MOOD RIGHT NOW. LOL

And thank you, AnthonyJayGray, for making this video:
IT FUCKING MADE ME FEEL BETTER. MICHAEL JACKSON IS JUST AMAZING!

Before School Starts...

2010-06-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

I've been having trouble writing this entry because... well, I don't really feel like it and I find it quite troublesome. Yet, I still keep this blog. Yes, I'm THAT inconsistent and... whatever.

I've been ranting my ass off on twitter about school. My last visit was last Monday because I had my ID picture taken. Sucks, honestly. I've seen some changes, I guess the school management got enough money from ~~tricking the students and parents~~ teaching to 'upgrade' the school ~~more like their cars and houses~~. I guess the rumors that we're all going to be "high-tech" now. Fuck, like the world isn't modern enough. People keep creating new ways just to destroy each other in the end.

In other news, the start of our classes will be on June 10. There's that feeling of "I don't wanna go to school!" and excitement. Yeah, fuck me for getting a bit excited for school. Did you think that I wasted my whole summer vacation for nothing? Well, actually, I did but during those moments of having nothing to do, I actually found something to do, which I won't say here because, well, you are unworthy. lol Kidding but yeah, it's a bit private, sort of. All I can say is that it's just extensive research and investigation that's taking up my life and my time. Quite a bit dysfunctional right now, honestly. I can't imagine if school starts nagging and giving out bullshit for students like me to do. I just hope I can manage my time for both. And also, I still have a life and going to school and extensive research/investigation aren't the only things I do. I guess I'm just pissed that I got myself into so many dimensions LOL WTF?

Dunno if I'm ready for school though. I haven't even prepared my things (what a geeky thing to do!) for it. I bought a new bag btw since shoulder bags just hurt my frigging shoulders so I bought a backpack (please don't hurt my back). I just don't know if some other shitfaced moron has the same bag as mine. I hope not. All hell will break loose if that happens. Oh, fuck no. And my hair! Fuck my hair and fuck your rules! Seriously, it's my hair, not yours! Stereotyping won't stop me. Hahaha. This could be another year of yellow cards (violation notices) lol. But I don't give a shit. I used to cry whenever I'm given a yellow card. My principal kept yelling and degrading me hahahaha. But I used the crying to help lessen the punishments for my violations. Fuck yeah. Now, I'm going to need a new strategy.. should I say I'm on drugs? LOL Yeah, those are crackhead thoughts. XD

So what's the point for this entry? This is one pointless entry. Commenting about this entry being pointless is futile. Thinking about is just the same.

Now, go fuck yourself.

You're welcome.

Gone... not really.

2010-05-22T10:00:00.002+08:00

Hey, all! It's been a while since my last updates. I've just been so preoccupied with so many shit right now that I can't even multitask. That's how hooked up I am. Things have changed for me greatly but that's fine since I had a lot to gain but I had a lot to sacrifice for. Anyway, I took a break from my fandoms, my research and investigation, etc. I'm just here to attend whatever it is that can be for recreation. I really want to slow down because I'm always in a rush. I don't want my life to be more complicated than it already is. Especially when school starts, it will get really shitty and... more complicated. Which I don't like and find really tiring and stressful. -____-

I'm currently preparing for the start of the school year but I'm doing a poor job of it. I really should buy the necessary shit before people start to raid the stores. I hate waiting in line and having to buy shit. Ugh, seriously, it's too troublesome. LOL

I really need to lose a lot weight fast. Do you know any rituals/exercises/etc. that effectively helps you lose so much weight in 1 week? I mean, something that can be done at least 5-10 minutes a day and has great results by the end of every week. :) LOL

I need a new hairstyle... for school. Ever since those fucktard admins ~banned~ 'my hairstyle,' I had to go with clipping my hair, which sucks and make me look like a fucking 'tard. I get so insecure about it that I can't function and focus on anything in school -_-. Such a big deal for my hair, right? But you don't understand... hair is... hair. How can I explain this? Fuck! It's like... you don't shit when you eat or eat while you shit. The smell is bad! (quoting Zohan... LOL) Okay, that was random and weird.

Ugh. What else? Oh! I really like Florence + the Machine. Love their music! I don't know what to call their genre (F + TM, Bat for Lashes, Bjork, Sigur Ros, etc.)... I guess it's their own? But damn, they're awesome!

And here's a video that really fits school:

Earth Day

2010-04-22T14:29:00.002+08:00

I'm not really someone who has philosophical sayings or has awesome quotes and shizz like that. Heck, I didn't even know it was Earth Day today. I only knew when I saw the trending topics on Twitter lol.

Anyway, I'm not really gonna say too much. Much has been said already. It's time for action :-)

I dedicate Michael Jackson's "Earth Song" to well, Mother Earth ;) It's such a beautiful song.

Oh and I'd like to share to you this clip from the Living with Michael Jackson Documentary by Martin Bashir. What he did (Yellow Journalism), please ignore it for a while... this moment is just too precious. I feel like crying now :-/ Anyway, please take the time to watch this ;)

Why Me?!!!!!!

2010-04-03T14:48:00.004+08:00

I'm so fucking stressed out right now. I don't know where I get the energy to still even blog about random shit. I just want to get things over! This is supposed to be my summer vacation. But I'm not having a vacation... I can't fucking relax, dammit. There are just so many things to attend to and the people around aren't helping. Seriously, why do shit have to happen to me and only me? I'm fucking tired and I just want to continue what I've always wanted to do... but apparently, I can't because of all the damned shit going around! No wonder I'm no good with other people -,-.

lol Moving on to random shit!

Yeah, nagkaroon ng prusisyon kagabi. Putangina lang at may bisita pa kami. I seriously hate visitors in our house. I just don't like it. Anyway, it was hard for me to do shit the way I used to do and all that (da fuck is happening to my grammar?). We went to our relatives next door instead. We don't even know who the fucking people are in our house.

We stayed next door for hours. It was so frigging hot that day. Fuck. After that, we went home to eat dinner and yata yata yata... we watched the procession at their house, btw.

Madami din kagabi na mga imahe (tama ba?). lol I didn't have the patience to record them all so here's what I left out....

Yeah, pretty much shit right there.

Uhh, what else?

The damned 'sophomore' swimming is really getting on my nerves! Well, the whole point of even having this outing and the point of being with people that are just frigging annoying and are just plain disappointing. I just want to back out but apparently, I can't. If only nosy people didn't spread shit about OUR PLANS, then they wouldn't have to invite themselves to OUR outing. Dammit. But what can I do? I'm sacrificing shit now. Grabe. Sobrang mga ungrateful pa at umaabuso. I just want to fucking kick their asses and just do what I've always wanted to do this vacation. Sobrang panira talaga. Fuck.

I don't have the fucking patience anymore to finish this... This post fucking ends here!

Short and Random Shit

2010-03-27T19:01:00.003+08:00

CHYEAH! Another bullshitting entry~ rofl I'm just basically going to rant again about random shit. I don't know... people don't really visit this piece of shit I call blog but I still post crap here. LOLOLOL Got any problem with that? Fuck off, seriously.

Vacation is so damn boring. I can do a lot of stuff but it seems like I'm lacking motivation (lol wut?). I mean, I know I'm a very lazy person but seriously... rofl I really need to renovate my room. I'm still waiting for my straitjacket to be delivered and my new padded cell. Hell, yes.

Oh and about our plans for the 'sophomore' swimming.. well, it's sort of getting on my nerves now. Some people are just abusing and greedy and such.. I don't want to talk too much about it. All I can is that... parang... binigyan mo na ng pagkain tapos kailangan pang i-"spoon-fed." Putangina talaga. I swear, I will cut somebody's head off.

Btw, you've gotta watch this Japanese commercial! My brother and I were laughing our asses off when we watched it! Well, we still laugh our asses every time we watch it so, yeah.

And this post fucking ends here!

Summer Vacation!

2010-03-19T12:39:00.008+08:00

Oh, hell yes! Today is now, officially, the start of our summer vacation! Well, for most of us because some aren't still complete with their clearance so they'll have to come back on Tuesday. lol Fortunately, I am all cleared! So, yeah. Uhm, now, what am I going to do with this entry of mine? I don't really know... talk about random shit, I suppose? What's new? xD All I talk about are random bullshitting crap. Yes, I still curse and swear my ass off like there's no effing tomorrow.

First thing's first, FINALLY, after so long, I have now uploaded my video recordings of the past ICSB Variety Concert (Post-Valentine concert thing) on YouTube! It took me a while to upload them because:

There was a shitload of work to do. Specifically, schoolwork.
I didn't have the time because so many things happened and I was really busy.
I didn't have the time and effort to convert the videos from mp4 to wmv.
I wanted to convert the videos so it would look more 'detailed' or something. I only recorded it with my phone camera so it isn't really in 'high quality / definition.'
I had to edit some videos because YouTube is being a bitch for not allowing videos to exceed the maximum 10 minutes per video shit.
Windows Movie Maker was being an asshole because the clips I edited only got even more shiteous so I had to do it all over again.
I got fed up with Windows Movie Maker so I went with Sony Vegas Pro 9.
It was okay but it takes A LOT of time for the video to be rendered and uploaded.
I was losing my patience and a lot of precious time.
I hate it.
So much.

lol All of these are true xD. So much for making the first day of vacation to be 'productive' and shit.

Oh and I must lose lose lose a lot of weight this summer vacation! I was gaining a lot of weight ever since some shits happened. Especially 9 months ago... lololol and no, I did not give birth xD. Trace any HIStoric happenings 9 months back... maybe you'll know ;) And yes, I really did let myself go. I feel so bad now because I got a trip back to memory lane for browsing younger pictures of mine (2007-2008) where I looked thinner than I am today. I feel like a big fat bastard, which is quite true, actually. lol

Enough chit-chat. Here are the videos:

Oh and please pardon the uncontrollable laughter, screams and pointless side comments.

Busy Week(s)

2010-03-07T10:00:00.004+08:00

I know I'm going to be real busy on the succeeding week(s). I honestly can not wait for our summer vacation! I'm sure you'll get fed up by my constant blogging ;). Haha! Anyway, school has been giving us a shitload of work to do. Nothing new, really.

But anyway ~ I got my hands on Michael Jackson's This Is It & Bat For Lashes' Two Suns! . I honestly thought that there weren't any Bat For Lashes albums available here in the Philippines but luckily, it did! I couldn't find one before and when I was so desperate, I e-mailed her management months ago. I didn't get any reply, though but I'm guessing that they read it and probably/maybe shipped some copies of the album here. Chyeah! (or maybe they already released it here and I just couldn't find one lol)

And recently, I've watched some terrible news on the TV and I'm just disgusted at what is happening in this world of ours. I feel so sorry for the unfortunate ones. I just hope that someday, everyone will change so the world will be a better place. Anyway, just pray and make that change ;). This ends here. Thanks for reading though!

More Bullshit

2010-02-22T10:51:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm quite back with another bullshitting entry from yours truly.

I know ranting about how school is being a bitch is overrated but I don't give a fucking bullcrap about it. There's nothing I can do (well, that's what the officials wanted but you haven't seen anything yet) about it. My life is boring. I'm boring. But let me tell you... BEING BORED SUCKS. Yeah, it sucks more than you do sucking your grandpa's d***. Should I even remove the asterisks? Haha.

I'm being all of hell random in this entry. It's quite obvious. And nope, I'm not drunk. I've never been drunk in my whole life so far (because alcohol doesn't work on me lol).

Oh and what better way is to annoy the fuckload out of you and bore you to death? BLOGGING, of course!

I am mad at the people who decide the events in school and the curriculum. I mean, I'm not really mad at the people but I'm really mad at what they're doing. If they think that making things difficult for the students and forcing them to go with their last resorts are going to change us into better students, then they might just be wrong! That was the previous generation, fucktards. Our generation is the start of idiocracy if we don't help ourselves. And those tactics may not work anymore. Well, to some, I guess. But if you're good at anticipating the human mind and heart, then you're in for one hell of a scheme and ride.

I know I swear too much. Don't you think I'm aware of that? Anyhoo, the Academics for Quiz Bee is tomorrow~ I'm in the General Information category and boy, I am so going to lose this big time. I don't know anything of the news because I don't watch the news. I'd rather watch Fairly Odd Parents and Spongebob Squarepants even if there aren't new episodes. They just make me laugh my fucking ass off. I used to watch Tom and Jerry but they're getting shitty now. lol Anyway, how am I going to prepare for G.I.? I'm just going to scan some newspapers later. Let's just hope the competition will be 'multiple choice' and that something sensible or important will get stuck in my head. I'm in the spelling category, too. I've got a good feeling with this one but I'm not feeling all high about it. Just a feeling. I might be wrong, though.

So what's my point with this entry? Nothing much really. I just want to update this blog even with the shittiest entries possible. But hey, if you managed to still read this, then kudos to you. YOU ARE BORED AND SICK AS HELL :)

Yeah. I've got more busy weeks to come so stay tuned for the bullshitting news. Fuck yeah.

It's Valentine's Day

2010-02-14T13:53:00.003+08:00

... and you know what that means!

I honestly do not know what I should say right now :|. Haha.

Isn't this too troublesome? ~~not really~~

Random Rant

2010-02-03T15:46:00.004+08:00

I just want to take this time and rant my ass off. I may be procrastinating but I don't give a shit. How am I supposed to continue doing my other shits when I'm going berserk right now? Ugh. Seriously, I am so fucking pissed off right now. I'm going to do one of the things I'm best at -- ranting. lol

First of all, I am fucking pissed off at how my brochure is turning out to be. I've used a lot of papers (and I know it's not right because I care for the environment. Yeah, go figure.) and a lot of ink. I've even asked for help but she's sick now and had to go home. I don't want to bother her. You know, I can just print it again but maybe later. I am just so mad right now that I can't even hold an object without squeezing, pounding or throwing it. It's driving me mad. Not to mention that I still have another project in my hands. Seriously, why the fuck do teachers give out projects and a shitload of work for us simultaneously? Not only that but some actually give out a project that takes a lot of time and is needed to be completed and passed on such short notice! I understand the point in all of this but seriously?? My brain is even getting more dysfunctional with all this stress and I just want to get my STRESS REDUCTION KIT.

I mean, I can handle things but the time just won't let me. I can do it but there are a lot of 'outside forces' lol that stand in the way. Fuck. Screw this, seriously.

I whine like a bitch but unlike other cunts out there, I actually care. Yeah, this shit sucks.

I Just Want My Phone Call

2010-01-16T14:23:00.003+08:00

I'm now back with a new entry! Like the usuals... I was so busy and preoccupied *___*. I honestly can not wait for summer vacation! It's almost there but in the meantime, I have to hold on -______-. Oh and how do you like the new blog layout? I couldn't find a layout that really suits me but I guess this will have to do :). I'm still working on improving it more with how I want it but the codes are credited. LOLOLOL~ Okay so what am I going to talk about right now with this? Seriously, I do not have an idea. I'm just speaking my mind (sort of). Let's just hope you can keep up with the randomness and insanity.

Approximately two more weeks, our report cards will be handed back to us (WTF?)! I seriously don't want to look at my grades because I know I will get low grades with some certain subjects >__>. I am already aware of that, thank you. I don't need the disappointment. I'm expecting the worse but I'm still hopeful :|. Oh joy for a student's pressured life~

Anyway, our dance performance for our MAPEH subject turned out good. Though we probably got the lowest score in class, I'm just glad we were praised and picked to perform at an event center >________> for the variety concert. I had a very hard time to teach my group mates with the dance steps but I'm just proud that they executed it nicely and seriously. At least, I helped them right? And they helped me :D. You don't understand? Ask them. But seriously, I think it was a good feeling about teaching others who people would underestimate and give up on easily and turning them into something different from what they thought ;). The second year students really put effort, determination and willingness together and made our MAPEH teacher cry tears of joy :). It was an amazing feeling to make someone happy and proud. She didn't teach us the dance steps but she did teach us this: the value of teaching one's self and others. It's broad but I hope you get the picture of it.

Oh and these....

credit goes to Shiney of THP

Mabuhay! Kami ang Tokio Hotel!

The twins spoke TAGALOG! Oh, yeah! I love it! Seriously, I fucking love it <3>

I was lucky enough to catch the phone interview. It was awesome <3>

PS. Please help and pray for the people in Haiti.

A Fucked Up Night's Sleep

2010-01-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

I hope you won't think I left this blog. I was just busy dealing with several issues currently in my life. Although you may not care, why the hell are you still doing here and reading this? lol Anyway, here I am again, back with another shitload of random stuff. I swear, even in my holiday vacation, I still felt stressed. So much for using the time to relax -___-.

Last night, I had one of the worst sleep of my life. There's this birthday party next door. It was bad enough I got awakened by their noise in the morning. And yes, the party started somewhere at 8am and ended at 1 or 3am. Oh My Goodness. I had a hard time falling asleep because a.) it's so noisy b.) drunk ass fuckers are singing their asses off c.) drunk ass fuckers are breaking their beer bottles d.) my room is just across the party (which means when I look outside my window, I can clearly see what they're doing lol). I wonder how the other neighbors felt about it...

I feel so LULZY right now. The pictures above are too damn true (well, in the case of the dog / puppy, it could happen! LMAO!) and funny as hell. Hahaha!

Moving on... lol

Resumption of classes is on January 5th, 2010. I still have not gotten any dance routines for my group. How could we know the dance steps when we've just only saw it once? Also, there aren't anything available on the internet. I don't think it's even on the internet. I researched my ass off but I couldn't find anything. Some groups had their dance steps uploaded on YT. Lucky for them. Unfortunately, for us, nothing. So how are we supposed to perform? lol I do hope we won't perform on the resumption date :(.

Another thing is that I'm really having a hard time catching up on my fandoms... I've been really busy dealing with other issues and I hate to say that I'm only halfway through it. Of course, I won't tell you what those are ;). Hahaha.

Oh and I never got to greet everyone a Happy New Year. Okay, here it is:

Welcome 2010! Happy New Year, everyone! All I can say is do what you can to make this world a better place. We are all part of the human race! Remember L.O.V.E. :)

I know it's kinda late...

2009-12-26T21:02:00.001+08:00

But I've been really busy but I wanted to give you guys this:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Time is Running

2009-12-12T19:37:00.002+08:00

I do hope we won't resort to killing ourselves just for our planet. If we do, then the world will be lonely. Painfully lonely. Killing isn't always the solution for every thing. Some times, killing can be a solution. It's just how you use it. I wonder at how people shamelessly kill... I don't want to stress too much on the picture or the like. It has irony in it and some truth also. A sad truth, that is. Anyway, it captured my attention when I was randomly searching for some pictures on Photobucket. But the picture speaks a lot for itself. So... what am I going to do with this entry of mine? More rants and raves? Hooray for boredom.

But seriously, I don't blog just because I'm bored. I actually took out some things in my schedule just for this entry. I felt the need to.

Anyway, Christmas is fast-approaching! Are you looking forward to it? I know some people do but a lot of people don't. I just don't know why. Is it because of how hard life is? Mostly. I'm not much in the state of welcoming Christmas yet but I am excited. Not because of the food, presents (not that I get any lol), etc. but just because of what this HOLYday does <3.>

Christmas is not the only thing fast-approaching but our periodical examinations too! They're next week and I haven't started preparing for it. I know I'm lazy and procrastinating but that's a part of my system that I'm still dying to get rid of. I do hope I manage. I had ideas pop in my head of how I will plan the week next week (the week next week? wtf). For sure, maybe on Monday, I'll prioritize my studies (at least for the week) and then just continue my unfinished businesses during the vacation.

To be quite honest, I felt that I don't want to spend my vacation by just doing nothing and staring at my computer screen for hours (I'm a loser, I know). I thought of getting a part-time job or something like that. I'm saving up, FYI. I just had this realization. Is this a part of wanting for independence? I don't know. It's just that I want to be ready for more of the outside world. Another factor is that there are some things I want to buy but I can't just ask money from my parents like some spoiled brat. It's not materialism. Some things just have their significance in people's lives... Damn, I don't know to explain the feeling. I don't know if it's just me but this entry is weird. Really weird. So I'll just end this here :). Thanks for reading!

When you least expect...

2009-11-28T20:50:00.005+08:00

Today was Stephanie's (my classmate) birthday celebration (belated happy birthday, though!). We went to the mall to eat, hang out and watch a movie. We ended up watching New Moon. I personally think that New Moon wasn't all that. Though I really like some awesome scenes. I like the place they had shot the movie. There were many people who came to watch New Moon. It was "bitin," as some of my companions described it. Overall, I guess I still enjoyed the movie. But I really wanted to watch Ninja Assassin (Rain's there! Haha!) but since it was my classmate's day, I went with what she and the others wanted.

Oh and I finally have my own copy of Humanoid! After impatiently waiting for it to hit the nearest record stores here, I now own one! I got it from Odyssey. I'm not sure with Astroplus though. I asked Odyssey when the albums were delivered (there were still 4 copies) and they said that it was yesterday. Good thing my companions told me that they saw a Tokio Hotel album XD. I immediately bought it lol.

That's all for now XD. Haha.

Moonwalk

2009-11-21T18:34:00.005+08:00

I recently bought MJ's re-issued edition of his autobiography Moonwalk. It's such an amazing book and I suggest it to you if you want to know the real Michael Jackson <3.

I know what I said about the Michael Jackson: Unauthorized book I borrowed from the school library last week and this is all I'm going to say: It's bullcrap. You shouldn't read it. It'll just mess with your head. It's just another tabloid trash. Don't succumb to that bullshit tabloid trash. Period.

Now, what's worth reading is MJ's autobiography.

You'll enjoy this book :). I did. It's full of LOVE. Period.

Be Okay

2009-11-15T09:07:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad he's fine. I don't want to stress at how worried I was when I read the news that he crashed his Audi Q7.

Bill: I was alone in the car on my way to Berlin. Normally I'm a very careful driver, have never been in an accident and never speed. Suddenly another car pulled into my lane without indicating. Trying to avoid it I lost control over the wheel.

Bild.de

It happened before the EMAs. Fortunately, he's unharmed and they won Best Band. Congrats! Tom was also "insanely worried." Just sayin' <3.

Watch Tokio Hotel's performance of World Behind My Wall:

I absolutely love their performance and these shots:

Reminds me of my dear "Applehead." <3

And even though I'm against smoking, I actually thought this was smokin' hot!

Congratulations, boys and Bill, I hope you recover from what happened ;)!

This Is It!

2009-11-01T18:34:00.005+08:00

I recently watched Michael Jackson's This Is It earlier today. Okay, after I went to the cemetery, then I went to the movies. Mostly on the first day of November, it's a custom that people here go to the cemetery to visit their loved ones that have passed away. But yeah. There weren't a lot of people in the mall earlier today because: a.) they're at the cemetery; b.) they're all at home not caring; c.) they're all preparing to go to the cemetery at night (where all kinds of magic happens! lol) and et cetera. But any way, we still went for MJ's movie. Though my dad preferred Red Cliff (he doesn't like Michael), he went for it lol. My mom, my brother and I were all for This Is It. My brother was a bit interested in Patient X lol but he went with us. There were no lines since the mall just started to let people in. We (the three of us) were actually the only ones inside the cinema. My mom wanted to sit at the front but I said that our necks will just get tired from staring at the screen 'above' so we went for the middle seats. What did you expect from the movie? Did it turn out well? I saw what I expected and some surprises ahead *winks*. And yes, it was quite fine. Alright, I'm not here to spoil you from the movie. This is also not a review. This is just my ranting and raving about my experience when I watched This Is It. Now, where the hell should I start?

I'm actually shaking while I was watching the movie. It was a really nice feeling to see Michael Jackson (I'll refrain from using 'Jacko' since it's disrespectful and very wrong in so many ways) in the big screens. He's still the same old guy. Same old moves. Same old clothes. Same old style. Same old Michael. One word: TIMELESS.

The movie features behind the scenes clips from MJ's preparations for his come-back concert. You can actually see MJ being really childish and fun to be with. He's crew-friendly and wants every thing to be perfect for his dear fans. He never managed to disappoint me. My mom kept commenting at how talented Michael was (he still IS!). While he was practicing his songs, I just found myself singing along, tapping my foot and smiling. He seemed so reserved in his practices. Maybe because he wants the fans to experience his full energy. Just 10% or something, please share with me your energy, Mike lol. Okay, enough said about that. Like I said, I don't want to spoil you :).

I wanted to wait until the credits end because I heard there were still some scenes at the end. I didn't take bathroom breaks since I don't want to miss the fun so yeah, I held my pee for the whole movie until the credits end but it was so worth it.

Now, if you think I'm obsessed to hold my pee just for a movie, then you're wrong. I held my pee for him and for myself LOL. If you'll watch it or not, it's fine. If you're a fan, then you should definitely not miss this out! Maybe you could buy a DVD (does it have one or will there be one?) or watch it at home but it's a different experience (unless you have your own home theater lol). Kidding.

Whatever happens, I recommend this movie to you :). Don't watch it just so you could judge him. Don't watch it just because somebody told you so. Watch it because you want to :). Watch it because you missed MJ <3. You know you do ;).

Random Entry

2009-10-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

I'm finally free of the wretched periodical exams. I am so eager to go online and all that (my life somehow is connected to the internet lol). I'm not going to worry about anything school-related tonight. Like the usual rants and drama, I've been busy with school and I'm tired of catching up with whatever I do that's not related to school lol.

I deserve to take a break every once in a while right? And going online is just one of the simplest and lowest things I could do to have a break or at least slack off. I've thought of a lot of things lately and it has been bothering me :/. I don't really know what to say in this entry. I'm just merely speaking my mind. I'm guessing that this is going to be one hell of a very random post. Don't hate me for being random. I'm just born with it, I guess :P. Now, uhh, where should I start? I guess this was harder than I thought... Hmm... There are so many things to talk about ~~publicly~~ but so little effort rofl.

Have you ever heard of the Michael Jackson rumors? I don't want to stress with my opinions on this matter so I'll just keep them to myself for a while. I can't just make a statement with it still going on right?

I'm quite impressed and entertained at what I've been hearing. Honestly, I was quite a bit doubtful of his death and I know that I should let the "dead guy rest in peace." I mean, haters can just kiss my ass. Who's disrespecting him with all those comments anyway? That's more rude than those theorists. They must be avid fans of MJ. Otherwise, how would they get information, know so much, take the time and effort, etc. for something that's for everyone (especially the media... fuck you!) to know? Think about it. Although, some times, the content can be quite unbelievable. I guess we all have our sides defended but we still need time to conclude, right? (Still not stating my opinions on this matter... yet lol)

OK. Enough about that. Moving on...

Are you laughing at my icon in this entry? The guy's name is Luke Benward, btw. I'm not really a huge fan but I really like his music, even though he just released an EP or whatever you call an album with not much songs. He's good in acting (I actually knew about him from watching Minutemen lol) and singing, in my opinion. I like the thought of his songs :) and it's just so... real lol. Anyway, don't come on bashing that I watch Disney movies. What? They're not all that bad. Why do you judge so easily when you haven't tried it yet? I thought the movie was going to suck real bad but it didn't. I actually liked it. Now, upon reading that part, I hope none of you will come on saying or thinking that I'm those teenaged boys and girls that are overreacting with every thing. Some are actually 'fine,' but others are just so... like teeny boppers, which suck. Even if it's a negative word, hey, they exist, right? :P No offense!

Ooh... and here's my favorite part! Here's a random video to watch:

Now, don't tell me that I have a weird sense of humor... because I already know that! XD Don't take this video seriously. Laugh at least once in your life lol. And yes, mychonny is like... one of the funniest comedians on YouTube ;).

Procrastination

2009-10-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

My sophomore life seemed so distant. I feel like giving up on it (even though it doesn't really matter but in this world, what doesn't matter needs to be mattered). I was fine with prioritizing what I don't prioritize but why is it different this year? It's harder to control myself in every thing I do. Am I getting too spontaneous on my decisions? Or am I just really losing what I used to value? It's so confusing O_O. *sighs* I hope this ends soon. It's starting to become the death of every thing in me!

Anyway, here's the usual rants: school was being an ass (like always), my family is starting to become an ass too (lol yeah) and I'm becoming an ass (lol srsly?!) myself. *sighs* Do we have to kiss each other's motherfucking asses just to have a world with no stress? But I guess we still need balance. You call balance when stress weighs more than relaxation wtf.

I'm planning on watching Michael Jackson's This Is It movie. It's showing on October 28. I must watch it for Michael ;). Even though people will make money out of it, it's okay. That's how other's lives are. Money is the center of their lives. But whatever. It's fine by me. LOL You'll understand when you start to love selflessly lmao.

It's been a while...

2009-10-03T12:46:00.006+08:00

Finally, I'm able to update my blog entries and the blog layout! It's been quite a while since my last entry and I hope I could gain back the times that I haven't blogged. I've just been really busy ~~doing nothing~~ that I forget this blog of mine. I'm just going to rant and rave about a few issues and my fandoms, OK? Alright!

I'm sure you know about Typhoon Ondoy and what it left the Philippines. It left our fellow countrymen homeless and sick! A lot of people have died because of the flash floods and many are still missing. Now that he's outta here, let's pray he won't seek any more danger or chaos to other neighboring countries. Let's all pray and be thankful that we're still alive and well. Bad news is that there's another storm hitting the Philippines and its name is Pepeng. They say that it's a super typhoon and stronger than Ondoy. Although I didn't much feel it here in our place, I still hope that it's not that as destructive as Ondoy. So, let's pray and help those unfortunate ones.

I'm not going to post pictures or videos showing how destructive Ondoy was. Instead, let's all just erase those depressing thoughts and look more on the brighter side :). There's still hope if you believe, right? Hang on, Philippines. We'll get by this.

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OMG have you already seen Bill's new mohawk?! I seriously love it! IDK why people don't like it. To me, it just looked like he combined his lion mane hairstyle and his schrei hair.

Fauxhawk

Lion Mane hairstyle

'Schrei' Hair

Ja? Haha!

Oh and btw, they'll be releaseing their new album 'Humanoid.' And rumor has it that the DELUXE VERSION (CD + DVD ENGLISH) will be released here in the Philippines! Yey!

Happy Birthday Bill, Tom and Gustav!

2009-09-06T10:59:00.004+08:00

I'm so late but....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAULITZ TWINS!

~~Advanced~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUSTAV!

Happy Birthday, MJ!

2009-08-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MICHAEL JACKSON

"Automatic" and Other School Shits!

2009-08-25T18:44:00.002+08:00

I'm sure Tokio Hotel fans are already insane about their upcoming and brand new single, "Automatic." I know I'm quite late in making an entry about it but I assure you, I'm still updated ;) *coughsTHPcoughs* (Join the Tokio Hotel Official Philippine Fan Club :D!)

OK, now, I'll be embedding WTF here the English, HQ and full version of the song ;). Don't forget to request for Tokio Hotel songs to music stations and radio stations :D! Ahhh! Honestly, I'm really really really excited about their upcoming album, Humanoid! XD

Well? What do you think? I think it's AWESOME! Some fans seemed disappointed but I guess they just can't take some changes that Tokio Hotel made. Actually, I think they improved and matured as artists and I strongly agree that the album will be EPIC. LOL

What? You don't know Tokio Hotel? Well, FYI, they're a German band. Go research more about them ;).

OK, moving on to another topic!

It is confirmed that the sophomore class night will be on Thursday, August 27, 2009. UGH. All of us are disappointed at the date and the fact that it will not be overnight (last year was overnight!)! Our teachers said that one overnight class night is enough for one lifetime O____o. WTF? Seriously? LOL

It just sucks so fucking bad, honestly ;___;. But I guess it's fine because the theme this year is different. This year, ours is: Fear Factor. O______o I just hope that it will be worth it XD. *sigh* But I'm still not quite sure about that :P so don't hope too much XD.

Michael Jackson is still Alive?!

2009-08-23T19:52:00.005+08:00

This is my sort of come-back post. Hell, yeah! XD I couldn't think of anything else to rave or rant about. I'd like to rant like the usual stuff (school and shit) but I guess I still have to reserve some shitty thoughts to myself to laugh at... alone. LMAO XD No, seriously :P. And, yeah. I'm serious about this topic, alright? But I'm not going to state every thing I want to here. I'll just cut this bit by bit ;). Anyway, I don't have much time in my hands right now ;___;.

Anyway, haters can now leave ^^ so don't even think about dissing him, alright? So... fuck off, haters ^________________^.

First of all, I know some of you are aware of the 'sightings' of Michael Jackson, right? I mean, it's all over the internet! BUT, are we sure that it's him? There are so many doubles of him out there and people these days, even after his death are making money because of tabloid trash. Shit. That seriously pisses me off. How selfish and inconsiderate of them! How could they not respect him? Are people these days really that desperate? Ugh.

Also, there are also a lot of mysteries that surrounded Michael even after his death. He may be a very mysterious person and has an interesting life but it doesn't always have to be him! Yes, there are a lot of mysteries and questions that need to be answered. BUT, what if it's just really that way? People are looking at him negatively and that just saddens me. I mean, our curiosity could all get us into a lot of shits but we should all learn to control ourselves.

I mean, don't get me wrong, it's also quite interesting to read all those conclusions and that people really are digging for the truth. But they post such irrational things that it confuses the minds of others. It's a wonder how one is easily affected by another one.

Yes, I understand that their reason is to inform the public. Inform them what? That he's faking his death? That he's using his death to gain money? Oh, come on. Of course, you're all still fans but why do you need to exaggerate it to that extent? Isn't it somehow wrong? Don't you trust him even after his death? The guy is already resting but are we really that selfish to sell him out? I'm not going to mention some sites because some are really informative and entertaining. Of course, they provide facts and shit like that to help calm the fans' hunger for answers and I thank them for that but... some are just so.... I don't even know what word I should use.

Oh, well. All we can do now is respect each other's views but that can't be an excuse in correcting others that need to be corrected and put into their proper places ;). I guess that's just all for now.

Gah. I'm running out of time ;___;. I need to do my homework now! Some other time! LATERZ! XD LULZ

Gone

2009-08-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hello and yes, this is another meaningless shit you're about to read (or you can get the fuck out now ^^). I think this is just a very random and quick post that I will make. Now, read further if you like boring shits :D. Oh and credits to cryptictac for the MJ icon ;). Okay, so moving on!!! LULZ XD It's like I'm drunk while typing all these XD.

I was very busy with school, okay? I had to do a lot of shits which were against my will ~~as always~~. If I didn't, then.... IDK what else I'll do O__O. Nah, just kidding. But srsly, IDK... XD LULZ

I haven't even changed the blog layout (which I was fond of doing ;])! Ahhh! LOL But of course, I haven't forgotten MJ <3. LOL And no, I'm not posing anything with my fandom of him. Okay, draw your own conclusions of shits about me, I don't give a shit!!! LOLZ Yeah, SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!

LULZ THIzz is srsly not moi... lmao. I'm acting weird in this post, ja? I'm just messing around with ya :P.

END!

WRONG!

2009-08-04T18:10:00.004+08:00

Okay, I KNOW what I said in my previous entry... I was WRONG! Happy now!? LOL Since Kim Kibum and Kim Bum have almost the same name or whatever, I was confused and thought they were just the same, okay? XD That explains why I keep questioning myself of how.. different they look... LOL Gah! NEVERMIND! Okay, but just so you know... I made a mistake there. XD OMG the embarrassment! And to think that I called myself a "fan." Wait, did I? I just said that I like them... Oh, wait. Going to delete that post :P Haha.

I Got You Dancing

2009-07-16T19:30:00.004+08:00

Yes, the girl here is Lady Sovereign. :) I am a fan of her, duh! LOL Anyway... it's been a while since I last posted an entry here :/. I've been really really busy with school. Seriously, they're giving us too much work and yet, I'm still doing my leisure time where in fact, I should be studying and doing my homework. Even after all of my procrastination, I still manage to still be in the honor's list. Hooray :). But there also comes a time that I want more... nah. Too lazy. Maybe once I get really motivated (let's just hope that lasts) or really get fired up into reaching that goal, then maybe... you just might see me with a gold medal! Hehehe! LOL Okay, I'm being too random here. But what the heck! Hahaha! *is really insane*

I'd like to share this music video of Lady Sovereign that I just recently knew and watched. It was released last year and I didn't know anything about it ;___;. That's understandable since I wasn't really that much of a fan by then.. hehe.

Another Rough Week?

2009-07-04T21:51:00.006+08:00

Wondering who the hell is this girl? Haha. She is known best as "Bat For Lashes." I don't need to state here why I am a fan of her :D. LOL Just listen to her songs ;). They're quite peaceful and calming, for me, at least. Honestly! :D Anyway, I'm just going to rant some of the usual stuff... nothing new much. Oh, wait. Maybe there are but it's either I don't feel like posting or I'm just lazy to do it. LOL It could be both, right? :D I'll just cut to the chase, alright?!

I'm not yet finished with the project in our Arts and Crafts club. Ahh! I'm almost done. I just need to glue the colorful popsicle sticks to the side so that it would look rainbow-y. LOL I have lots of ideas for the extra features but I feel like not doing it and I don't know how :/. Help?? I don't want to give up on it so easily because that's the problem with me! I like art and shit like that but I'm too lazy to do shitty stuff for it *_*. WTF I know this doesn't make any sense at all but trust me, in my world, it does, at least.

Also, we had a lot of long tests ~~again~~ and more on the upcoming weeks! More quizzes! More! More! More! Damn it! -,- This is too much ;_____;. I can not contain my frustration. With that frustration, I mostly procrastinate and eventually fail to do anything ~~useful~~. Gah. Am I really a sloth?! LOL

Another thing was that I had my haircut today. I got my hair shorter. IDK why, okay?! I'm not sure if it's because of the weather or that it's outdated. I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! LOL I just wanted to, okay!? Diana even sort of made a sermon about it. She says that I should have my hair longer because short hair makes the face look fat. Is she kidding me!? It all depends on who's carrying that hairstyle! LOL I made an example as someone who isn't applicable for her opinion and she said that the example I used was really really fat! LOL Haha. Don't get it? You don't have to. You're just reading this piece of shit which I call 'my blog.' LOL

We've had new seating arrangements, btw. My new seatmate is Kenneth, which I hate for teasing me or whatever with nonsensical but absolutely hilarious shits. That's why I love pulverizing him. He even said, "You're so hostile!" LOL Yes, he ~~HONESTLY!~~ actually said that to me! Hehe! My seatmate to the right is Cain. He's so damn noisy but oh so damn funny! He always keeps me distracted in class which was hard for me to focus and ignore him because the topics he wants to talk about interests me (eg. music, etc.). Anyway, I could still catch up on some subjects. On others, I'm just not sure...

I guess that's it :).

And now, I leave you with Nickelback :)

SAVIN' ME - NICKELBACK

I've known this song since the moment it came out :) It's amazing at how I still love it <3.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T19:31:00.014+08:00

I'm sure all of you know about MJ's death. It's all over the news and in every channel ffs! But I'm not here to post something about it just because it's the trending topic. I'm posting something about it because you can say that I am a fan of Michael Jackson... he's not just my fandom, if that's what you're thinking. I don't have to be a fan to love... I simply adore him (even though he could be one of the most idiotic and psychotic people in the world :D) and his music...

It was really sad and I bet the music industry is mourning for his death. It was oh so sudden. Most people refuse to accept and believe what happened. They want this to be a nightmare so it could all go away when they wake up. But with this nightmare... you're never going to wake up. What's happened happened.

Early this morning, I was preparing for school and was watching the morning news at the same time. I was about to leave the house when the news showed that Michael Jackson was rushed to the hospital. He wasn't breathing when the people found him and gave him CPR. That was all I remembered. Later that day, our Math teacher came upon that topic (we were having our long test but a lot of us were finished answering. Yeah, I know that our Math teacher is random :D).

Our teacher said that MJ's dead. She said that she saw it in the Yahoo! webpage. She said that he died from cardiac arrest. I was shocked because I didn't know that he was already dead because I didn't get to finish the whole news ~~or something like that.~~

The class started talking about him. I got pretty hyper about it ~~ADD? ADHD?~~ and began to say stuff about him. LOL IDK why. Then, our teacher asked me if I was a MJ fan. Yes, I am! But I'm not the huge fan type. ~~Get it?~~

There. I shared my experience lol. *sigh* What a waste, honestly. I mean, it's fine if he still continue to make songs and have other artists (or produce talented artists) sing it for him but I guess no one can ever do it like Michael can :D.

I feel really depressed about this :(. Okay, say what you want to say. But I'll tell you this: I know Michael Jackson can be very stupid and all that but he just made the wrong decisions in his life. IDK about his controversies but it feels like I don't give a shit about them and I have no idea why. It's amazing at how your adoration can block out the wrongs on someone lol.

His music... will forever live on. He influenced a lot of people (in a good way!) and gave a new meaning in music ;) (IDK what I'm saying... just saying what's in my head). People may not see anything great in him and I respect that. Everyone has their own viewpoint in everything but I'm not going to state my opinions on their opinions about this (not the right time ;P). Consider him as someone unique, talented and influential. All we could do now is remember him and continue to live with his music ;). Enough said already ;).

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

The King of Pop

PS. This is just like when Francis Magalona died XD.

WATCH

THRILLER ;)

- Anne

Father's Day

2009-06-21T10:32:00.005+08:00

This entry wasn't supposed to be posted here in my BlogSpot account but I decided that it would be okay if I did :).

So, yeah. It's FATHER'S DAY! ;)! Don't forget to greet your dads :). After all, they are working their asses off for the family and yes, I know they could be a pain in the ass but trust me, they're just doing it because they care and love their children. Even though we fail to see it (kids these days have different views in everything, ja?), we still find out sooner or later, right (or maybe that's just me?)?

What I mean is that: learn to appreciate what you have and don't look for what you don't have :). Because one day, everything you should've enjoyed when you were alive will be gone. That's true. Who cares of what people will say if you change for the better? If it's what's right, then do it. That's it. Selfishness and vanity is really 'bad' for us. :)

I'm getting kind of random lol. Oh, yeah and I'd like to rant about school for a minute.

Ugh. There are so many things to do, honestly! This first grading period has been really stressful (though I don't much feel the stress because of my constant procrastination :P)! The teachers are making us do a lot of shits! And there has been a rumor that they'll be changing the schedules >:o? We couldn't cope up with the present one and now they're changing it? We have to adjust again? -_____-'

Also, they're fond of giving homeworks, projects and ~~pop~~ quizzes! It's damn torture >:o! And we have this sort of diary shit, too -,-. We have to write 5 times a week in Filipino and once a week for Values Education >:/. Damn! !^#%&%!#$

We'll be having our quizzes next week and I left some of my notebooks at school >:o! How am I supposed to review some of the pointers they gave out? -___-' I haven't even started reviewing for some subjects because... I'm procrastinating, remember? XD And then I'll cram when classes start :P.

You must be wondering how I survived school with this kind of attitude huh? XD That's my dirty little secret :P hehehe!

*sigh* This fucking sucks -____-'.

Rough Week

2009-06-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

So, uhm, what's up with the weird icon? XD Fyi, his name is Jeffree Star :D ~~I'm not really sure if it's him. I just searched his name for images and this was one of the results :) Enough said.~~ Anyway, I've been really busy with schoolwork lately :/. They are just so many! Is it just me, or did our school's curriculum got harder?! :/ We're seriously cramming our asses off O___O.

Especially in subjects like Science and English, the teachers are always giving pop quizzes *_* (It's making our heads explode!). And do I need to mention other subjects XD? Most of them give out ~~pop~~ quizzes, projects, homework, etc. almost daily *_*. We're glad it's already our weekend but they still gave us a lot of homework and we'll be having a lot of quizzes next week.

I plan on doing my homework tomorrow and other project materials and shits and then review a little for the quizzes :D. Then the next day, I'll review again and have everything I need for Monday. Yeah, I'm gradually scheduling(?) things I should do so I could work and play at the same day :). Hehehe.

It also rained a lot lately. And later that day, it'll be really frigging hot -,-. Fuck, that sucks so fucking bad. LOL The weather keeps messing my hair -,-. *sigh* When will I like the school's atmospheric condition? LMAO

So, uh, what else?

Wish us luck, alright? :D Hehehe!

New Layout Yet Again :P

2009-06-13T21:50:00.009+08:00

And yes, another new layout for this ~~lonesome?~~ blog of mine :P. I was bored and tired of the previous layout :/. LOL Maybe this time, this layout might last for at least (hopefully)... I don't know XD. Oh and I'd like to share you a slideshow from YouTube. Even if I hate the singers, I still love the song :P. Haha.

Overall, I guess that was just it :D. Hehe. I know, I'm random :P.

Revived?

2009-06-12T16:10:00.002+08:00

I've been busy these past few days. Well, not really someone who's really really really busy. Classes have just started last June 10 and do you know what today is? It's... PHILIPPINE INDEPENDENCE DAY! lol There are no classes and that's why I'm online ;). Basically, I'm just going to rant and rave about some random shitty stuff. :D LOL IDK if this was even necessary.

First day of classes went smoothly. Though it was extremely hot (I'm disappointed that there was no rain :/) and really crowded, it was okay. Even with the AH1N1 virus spreading, everything went well :).

The admins sort of like introduced the transferees and the returness. They also introduced the three new teachers for the secondary level and other shits. Some old teachers introduced themselves to the whole high school department and especially for the new first year students.

Btw, I'm in the section, II-Kamagong ;). Mikee and I are but Diana... well, she was in another section :(. Aww, we got separated -,-. Damn! But I guess it's okay. I just don't know if Diana will ask for getting transferred to our section.

~~Another~~ btw, I got elected as the Class President :D! OMG This is so cool! LMAO I'd like to thank those who voted for me and to Mikee for nominating me :). Thanks, guys. I'll do what I can ;).

Another thing was that I updated my friendster account and created a Friendster Blog. I just felt like updating and creating one, okay? My FS blog, of course, shall not contain much information since I just created it for the hell of life... and I was extremely bored at that time :P.

So basically, it was all fun and shit like that ;).

Are you excited about school?

2009-06-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

Well, are you? I couldn't think of any good topic so I just thought of this hehe. Even if it is really a ~~mandatory?~~ common question, well, just make the most out of it XD.

I hope some are you are excited about school, ja? Because you get to see your friends and shit like that. Or maybe since you love studying, you are excited about school because.. you get to study! No shit, right?! LOL

I also bet that most of you are excited because "OMG I LIKE, BOUGHT THESE NEW SHOES! AHH! THEY'RE SO AWESOME! ALSO THIS COOL BAG I BOUGHT, IT'S BRAND NEW! WHAT ABOUT YOUR SCHOOL SUPPLIES?1 MINE ARE NEW!!11!"

Wow. So you did your part as someone who cares about nature / earth?!

Pfft. Seriously, who gives a shit about that? XD Boastful jerks suck, right?! Come on, say it with me: BOASTFUL JERKS SUCK! KISS MY ASS!
LMAO Okay, not for minors, fo shizzle.

Wait, why do I talk weird here? :/ Hmm.. must be because of the milk and cookies I ate earlier today. It makes me hyper!! Haha. LOL I was joking, you silly and stupid cunt! XD Okay, enough said about this. Moving on!

So I bet all of you are not excited about school because... you can't use your computers, psps, gameboys, etc. and other techno-geeky shits for motherfuckers. Wow, you must be really a techno-geek if you think as such :O. Kidding! XD Well, it's somewhat true, right?! Tell me I'm right. Of course, I'm right! LOL

What else? Well, that was pretty much it. I couldn't think of anything else to add. LOL This ends here, mfers! Byez!

Random Entry

2009-05-29T20:29:00.003+08:00

I couldn't think of anything to post :/ so I decided to put up an entry purely full of randomness :D. Childish huh? XD It kills time :P

OMG YTwatchdog's latest video:

He didn't use any voice editing (except for some parts) this time. He actually used his real manly voice! XD LOL Fucking hilarious! Watch it :D

YTwatchdog fucking rules! XD

SlipKnot's back! XD

2009-05-25T17:01:00.004+08:00

Oh, hell, yes. Their latest music video is "Sulfur" from their 2008 album All Hope Is Gone (I love this album!).

Here's their music video (in HD!):

OMG Is it just me or did Joey Jordison wore his old mask and not his new one? And another OMG at Corey Taylor's renewed mask <3! Was there anything else I missed? LOL

God, I love these guys. They're friggin' awesome! <3

Back with A New Layout

2009-05-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

I haven't blogged since... forever lol. Yeah, right :P.

I changed my layout again. And clearly, it's not mine :P. But I find this layout quite simple and clean so I picked it. Though the banner is a bit of nonsense that have been put together to make art LOLOLOL. Haha. Yeah, whatever. Only I can understand that :P, as far as I know XD.

I guess that's all for now. I'll update some time! Bye, bitches!

Unfinished Story

2009-05-06T14:14:00.005+08:00

You see, when my computer crashed, I had nothing to do in the house except for watching T.V. and shit... apparently, I was doing nothing lol.

I had some pretty stupid ideas in my mind and one of those was to create a story of some sort because I was so fucking bored. Hell, I started creating the 'preface' or whatever they call it (Hey, I'm not an author. I'm just someone who's bored to death XD).

I had a hard time creating plots and scenes and stuff so it took me a while to 'imagine' / create what the story really is about.

I eventually stopped thinking about it since I got my laptop back. I thought to myself that my mind wasn't in the right condition to be doing those right now. LOL I was also thinking that maybe because of my laziness, I wasn't able to continue the story I started. So, I planned to continue my story when school starts because that way, my mind might be in the good condition to write some stuff (not to mention in the mood to lol). Hopefully, I'll be able to finish it :). I'm not targetting for a long story. Just a good one :).

I am currently on LSS (Last Song Syndrome) with this song:

We Walk - The Ting Tings

Fresh Hands

2009-05-05T12:34:00.004+08:00

Watch the video:

By: willhundredpercent

Shane Dawson actually shared this video in his Twitter account. This video is really beautiful :'(. I can relate! XD lol

Go watch the video, it's worth your time :).

Food. Food. Food.

2009-05-04T12:26:00.002+08:00

LOL Fiesta na !!! LOL XD Hahaha. I'm overreacting, I know. It's just so cool because I can feel the 'fiesta spirit / fever' or whatever they call it. hahaha. Seriously *_*. lol I'm even wearing the Tokio Hotel shirt I ordred from Big Cinema * Tokio Hotel Merchandise :>

Especially the food! TOO MANY. Pati ninang ko nagpadala ng kahon-kahon ng pakain and some other people din XD. lol Hahaha. We had to give away some to my aunt next door. Hehehe. lol We have no guests but we'll give food to our employees. Wee. lol XD

I plan on filming some of the marching bands later when they start to march and play some music but there's this part of me that's feeling lazy and all XD. lol I guess no. lol Maybe next year. Hahaha.

Oh, gotta go. I'll try and update again later :D.

Fiesta

2009-05-03T13:38:00.002+08:00

Actually, our fiesta is tomorrow. IDK. I just felt like posting before the day itself XD. You won't be able to feel the 'fiesta fever' (WHAT THE FUCK?). LOL Unlike others who are celebrating their asses off XD. We're not like that :>. But my mom said that we'll just order food and shit like that. lmao Yeah, we like it simple :D.

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Also, Pacquiao won by T.K.O.! LOL With all due respect to the fans of Ricky Hatton and also people from England, it would be a good match if it would've lasted longer. Congratulations on both camps. They did their very best and that's what really matters. Go Manny! ;)

Early Start of Classes?

2009-05-01T10:48:00.002+08:00

I was chatting with my classmate yesterday and she said to me that the start of our classes is on June 1. :O That's so fucking early! XD She said that her sister told her that XD. LOL Well, there have been a lot of rumors on when our classes start. lmao Whatevs. I think last school year, our first day of classes was... June 7. lol Or whatever, I don't remember much XD. Haha.

I mean, we still haven't gotten our books and notebooks. Heck, we haven't even bought school supplies yet! XD Waa. lol I hope they don't rush us -_-. lol

Broken T.V., Summer Rain, Et Cetera

2009-04-20T20:01:00.003+08:00

Well, if you don't know yet, the T.V. in the master's bedroom (which, fyi, is the family's favorite place to do T.V.-related stuff) broke down :O. It was a good thing that we had spare televisions :D. lol We went to a mall yesterday and my dad just purchased a new T.V. Yey :D! lol They say that it'll arrive after 7 days, I think lol.

Have you noticed that there is summer rain in the middle of summer? Global warming, I guess. Even last year, right? Well, summer rains, you can never predict them lol. But it's still good for the temperature's really hot -_-.

And OMG last Saturday! Haha! I couldn't stop myself from laughing from her EPIC FAIL! LOL! Seriously, she bows her head, rolls her eyes, lowers her voice and looks away from me when she talks! Hahaha! LOL Yeah, feeling brave, I suppose? PATHETIC. Hahaha! And the 'after-party' was... it sucks. I didn't even got drunk -_-.
lol I just had 3 bottles of beer because my mom picked me up early. I went home at 9pm, I think. Well, whatever.

Getting a New Haircut and Other Random Shits

2009-04-16T10:05:00.004+08:00

I might be having a new haircut later today. Haha! My damned principal wants me to have my hair longer but... I'll cut it short. Hahahaha! LOL

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Also, the laptop still isn't fixed. My dad said that the... uhhh.. mother hardrive or... the hardrive.. lol I DON'T FUCKING KNOW XD! I'm not a techno-geek XD. Just that.. it fucking sucks that it still isn't repaired -_-.

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Oh, and I leave you... a part in Mark Twain's movie: Mysterious Stranger.

This is too creepy but very interesting :D. I haven't watched the movie yet, only this part. Haha. Maybe some other time. Haha. LOL

PS. That voice will haunt me @___@!

My Brother's Damned Birthday (and other shits) :D

2009-04-12T22:15:00.007+08:00

LOL I keep changing blog layouts XD. Haha. There's a good chance in this blog layout of mine NOW to last for... at least until I find another one. Haha.

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I still can't believe my PC isn't fixed yet :/. Why does it have to take so long? Damn it! It's been.. 3 weeks, I think! LOL I'm getting impatient and these pessimistic thoughts about it make me so frustrated!

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By the way, it's my brother's birthday today! :D We didn't do anything special. The whole family just went to go shopping. Haha. LOL I bought more than what my brother bought :P Oh, and finally, my mom allowed me to buy a hair straightner. Haha. LOL She didn't really approve it but now, it's okay :D! Still getting used to it ;). Haha. lol

Oh, my brother bought the Jackass Movie Collection. haha. And yes, we're fans of Wildboyz / Jackass <3! Haha.

Oh, and there aren't any Tokio Hotel TV: Caught on Camera DVD in SM Marilao :/. This sucks!

Holy Week... WTF and NICE! XD

2009-04-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

My PC is still in the repair shop :/. This sucks so bad. LOL I don't know WHY it takes so long for it to get fixed. According to my dad, the technician(s) said that the whol system sort of crashed because of some CDs I inserted :O. lol I guess it's my fault AGAIN. AAAAAAHHHHHH! How many computers do I have to break to stop this 'computer breaking streak?' LMAO My english sucks so fucking bad :O.

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Holy week... hmm... all I did was eat, sleep, drink, bathe, watch t.v., soundtrip, sitting, blinking, breathing, inhaling, exhaling, walking, running, tossing, turning, dreaming, daydreaming... to sum it all up, DOING NOTHING. lol

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Due to my constant boredom, lol I sort of started this 'story-making' thing. I had so many ideas in my head! It was somehow inspired by SlipKnot's "Duality" and some personal life experiences. More announcements to come (even if nobody cares)! :D

Is this the first time you saw DEATH in CHURCH?

2009-04-05T19:25:00.003+08:00

lol The title seems pretty disturbing, right? lmao And again, I'm using my brother's laptop @___@. Ugh. I hate it when dad doesn't have the time to have mine fixed. My mom doesn't even care lol. She's not really a techno type of person O____O. I guess this is my punishment (NO INTERNET SUCKS!) for breaking that piece of shit AGAIN huh? lol I deserve it anyway. But I'll lose a lot, too. I mean, updates and stuff. And yes, I'm an internet freak. or whatever you call someone who's internet-obsessed. But I guess the days that I haven't been able to go online might be a good thing, ja? It's sort of... like a theraphy. LMAO HAHAHAHA. *laughing maniacally* Enough said.

About the title... it's because we went to church earlier today. lol Just the usual stuff. Well, it's not the first time I went to church with black make-up on. It wasn't even heavy-black-make-up or something. lol And I was wearing black, too :P. My hair's wild and freaky (like always :P). LOL I guess they haven't seen DEATH in CHURCH yet? Haha. lol It's funny how people reacted when I went inside. I was even carrying a... I don't know what you call it. Haha. But today is Palm SUnday, right? So yeah. The palaspas. Whatever you call it. lol

Also... I think Twitter ripped me off! LOL I registered my mobile or something. And it ate some of my load :O! LMAO BUt I guess it's because it's international or something, right? lol But I still haven't received any confirmation message or something. Ugh. Whatever. LMAO

OH and btw, I'm really enjoying Lady GaGa's "The Fame" album <3. LMAO

Black Screen of Death

2009-04-05T11:39:00.003+08:00

I pretty much know that the title is... stupid. lol I'm just going to say it directly, okay?

MY FUCKING COMPUTER'S BROKEN. AGAIN.

I really don't know what happened. I was doing the usual things then the computer FROZE and then nothing. I pressed the power button to turn it off and when I turned it on, everything on the screen was black. The keypad / keyboard or whatever aren't functioning. BUT the lights were on like the HP Quickplay and whatever. XD (this is so troublesome)

I may not be able to go online :(. This sucks. Does anybody know how to fix this? LOL Because my dad pretty much doesn't want any old other technician fix it. We want that Arnold guy. That techno-geeky-whiz-nerd-etc. guy. LOL

I guess that's it. lol

Am I the Only THP Member that still doesn't have the Caught on Camera DVD?

2009-04-02T10:05:00.002+08:00

Am I? lol I know I've been ranting about this in my LJ for so many times now (and thank goodness that I stopped. But here I go again! And this time, in Blogger! @___@). I guess I'm just really depressed about it huh? lol And yeah, I don't want to keep it to myself anymore! What if I get crazier? And besides, I've already accepted the fact that I am slow and... weird? LOL Well, we all know that.

As much as I hate repeating myself and shits like that, I'll do it here. LMAO I'm not doing anything, anyway.

Well, let's all thank ate Charm for she's been busting her ass off at Universal Philippines. And finally, we finally have our own official Tokio Hotel merchandise here in the Philippines :)! Hooray! And, I bet that a lot of THP members and non-THP members (but are also Pinoy TH fans) have already gotten hold of the DVD. I mean, it's much more awesome if you buy a Tokio Hotel merchandise in your own country. Which means, your fandom is already spreading! Cheers to that!

lol And in my case, I haven't gotten hold of the DVD YET. But hopefully, I will! SOON! You want to know why? (I know you don't but I'm still going to state WHY. lol)

Well, I've been really busy the last few months. Due to the constant quizzes, tests, projects, etc. My parents have also been so busy. We never got the chance to go to some place decent. LMAO I mean, the newly-built SM Baliwag SUCKS! I mean, really! IT FUCKING SUCKS. Trust me. That's why I don't want to go there -_-. Except on some occassions when my friends go there. I mean, I don't want to decline. I just ignore the fact that I'm in an SM mall. LOL WTF am I talking about?! The mall sucks, really. Except for their hypermarket. It's rad! XD But the other stores, ugh. I can't buy anything there @____@. There's nothing to do -_-. And, I get to see some of my classmates! That is so annoying for me, at least.

So, basically, we became really busy that we haven't been to decent malls. Hell, yeah, I'm saying that SM Baliwag REALLY SUCKS! LMAO I love saying that XD. Haha. I went to Astroplus there and I've been asking if they already have the COC DVD. And they said that they still don't have it. WTF. That's even the reason why I come there -_- (since it is the nearest mall... hahaha). But whatever! I'm still going to get that DVD, no matter what!

So, yeah. Now you know. LMAO

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Since it's our summer vacation now, I just might be able to get the DVD! HAHAHA. Why am I making a big deal out of it all? I don't know! To piss you off, I guess. Hahahaa! LOL But it didn't, right? It just entertained you? It didn't, too huh? lol Well, whatever. At least I got that out. Haha. Ugh. And my mom keeps on going to Marie France (I don't know the spelling lmao)! -_- It's getting annoying. LMAO

Haha. Recognition Day, Delays, Etc.

2009-04-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

I know what you're thinking! You're thinking that the title's bullcrap, right? I know ^^. lol

So, yeah. We had our Recognition Day yesterday and it was awesome ;)! Hahaha! And damn my principal for reprimanding me -_-. Still with the hair issue, eh? What a baby. LOL

Also, I wasn't able to rant stuff yesterday. Why? It's because our dad got our laptops to the DataLab to set up the wireless connection. Yes, we're going wireless! Not a big deal. Pfft.

Damn the technicians! They added and deleted some stuff! -_- Good thing the pictures were still there. Phew! LMAO

Another thing was that yesterday, I received my TH shirt! Wee! It's so awesome! :D Thanks Big Cinema * Tokio Hotel Merchandise, THP and Ate Charm! <3

PS. I'M BETTING THAT THE DELIVERY GUY MET THE WEIRDEST GIRL IN THE ENTIRE SOLAR SYSTEM. LOL

Tomorrow: Recognition Day

2009-03-30T15:38:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be our Recognition Day @___@. I'm pretty much nervous of what'll happen. I mean, nothing has changed on the Recognition ways in our school. I guess I'm just nervous of the possibilities that could happen.

For example, falling off the stage. lol STUPIDITY. What if you're about to bow and you sneeze and they captured it with a camera? LOL In general, it is embarrassment. Humiliation. lol And nobody wants to get embarrassed XD.

There's this part in the recognition day that you'll have to give your parents the roses that were provided by the school. Ugh. LOL Patricia and I don't like that idea. LOL Wait, they added that rose shit when their first 4th year students graduated last year. LMAO Ugh. That is so troublesome -_-. loooooooooooooool~ That's so crappy, for me at least.

Ugh. Whatever. Haha. Also, I don't want to wear too much make-up tomorrow. I guess just a simple and clean look. lol But I cannot assure my principal that I'll have a 'formal' type of her. i'll just go for my normal hair style. LMAO And the bangs, he says? Haha. It's forever nailed to my forehead, pal. Hahaha.

LOL this post turned out to be shit XD.

Damn Wireless... Contraption Things... Whatever! XD

2009-03-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

lol I did not get to go online ALL DAY yesterday. Why? I'll tell you why!

It's because.. the fucking internet modem thingy's not working. And then dad comes home showing us the wireless connection contraption thing or something like that. (I don't speak nerd / geek XD)

My brother and I started working on setting it up but we failed all day. lmao And the modem for the DSL connection modem or something still hasn't worked. We were so fucking pissed. lmao

BUt earlier today, my dad called for a PLDT technician and he fixed the modem. And so we get to connect again to the fucking internet connection. LOL FINALLY!

But, the wireless contraption thing, we still haven't figured it out. Hey, we're not ~~techno geeks~~ technicians, you know! XD Hahaha! So, my dad just decided to take the laptops, the modems, the wireless thing to DataLab so the professionals could fix it all up and set it all up. XD HAha. That's all. LMAo

First Day of the Recognition Practice

2009-03-23T17:51:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to blog this out earlier today. But I guess I kinda got carried away with watching videos from YouTube and chatting with Mich all day. XD

I actually got home around 12nn. It was freaking hot even if we were in a room with aircons lmao.

When I got there at school, I didn't know where to find them so I just walked straight to the HS building, hoping that I'd find them there. I didn't know which room they went because: a.) there wasn't any information on what room where we will practice; b.) I was late so maybe I didn't get any announcements about that.

So, yeah. I got there and I was pretty late O__O. I guess I was more than half an hour late XD. The good thing was that Patricia (my very funny, active, talkative, etc. classmate) was just one seat away from me. When I got seated, we both laughed at each other's jokes and talked. We even got scolded by ma'am Rose who was speaking infront lol. Hahaha. We talk about nonsense. We laugh at everything we say. Hahaha. Did I forget to say that she's crazy like me, too? LOL

The teacher in charge dismissed us 15 minutes before the dismisal time said in the announcement paper. Christelle (my classmate also) said that her mother wants her to give ma'am Rose something (it was the small paper bag she was holding). Diana, Me and Christelle don't even know what's inside but we all thought that it's chocolate, since ma'am Rose loooooves chocolates :P. So, yeah.

We went to the faculty room and passed Angelika, ma'am Pati and Cain. They were a few feet away but we just ignored them. I don't know much with Christelle, though. But when we were about to go down, I think she waved at the fucking Angelika lol. Not that I care. So be friends with her. hahaha. Christelle's not really a close friend of mine.

And OMG! Did you see what the biatch was wearing?! OMFG She's wearing a pink cap inside the school! It's so fucking hot and she's wearing a cap INSIDE the building? How stupid could the girl get?! Hahaha! OMG If only you were there to see her attire, you would laugh your ass off! HAHAHA! Seriously, she looks like an 8-year old who's trying to get in line with fashion! Keep trying, betch. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Also, I can't stop myself from watching Psyclon Nine's "Parasitic" music video! Gaaaaah! NERO BELLUM <333

Officially the Start of Our Summer Vacation?

2009-03-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

Yes, finally, the start of our summer vacation! But like I said before, it should be yesterday but we still had to go back to complete our requirements for our clearance. LOL My sore throat even came back because of the motherfucking heat and because I was shouting all day yesterday XD. Yeah, I know. Pretty smart move eh? But if I didn't shout all day, the teachers wouldn't have signed my clearance card O__O. I wouldn't call it too much as shouting; more like arguing. lol Hey, atleast I'm clear, right? lol Laaaaame~

Even though it is the start of our summer vacation, some of us must go back for the recogniton practices -,-. Ugh. It's so tiresome, believe me :O! And it's so fucking hot, damn it! I hope we don't get heat stroke. Except for some people there that I want to have heat stroke *evil smile*. Hahaha.

Done with My Clearance!

2009-03-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

I am officially done with the requirements for my subjects! Finally, I could atleast have a vacation... lol

Well, it's a bit of a semi-vacation lmao. Some of us, including myself, still needs to get back to school on the said dates for the recognition practices. -,- UGH. That is so fucking tiresome!

But then again, it's still nice to know I'm still in the honors' list. Yey for that! It's a good thing I'm a constant one! I feel so blessed with that. I mean, look at the fucking results of finals! -,- I obviously did not review; knowing that we get to use our fucking books XD. lol Kudos to my classmates that still reviewed XD.

Also, I hope the damned sore throat of mine doesn't come back! If it does, it'll be my 3rd time to have a sore throat this summer -,-. Ugh. And trust me, having a sore throat is like... lol uncool. XD Get it? Get it? I know you don't :D. Hahaha.

Take Note.

2009-03-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

Thank you for visiting!

This blog of mine will be my public one. And yes, I finally made a public one. lol But of course, my private one is a very different case :).

This will be full of nonsense, crap, shit, et cetera like always. Haha.

But then again, mad people like me are most welcomed. ;)